#5 My Path to Healing and Transformation
Hello Everyone!
Today is May 1st and we’re in our last month of Autumn here in Australia and my heart is truly bursting with happiness, peace and joy.
Autumn is my most FAVOURITE season of the year and I truly want it to last a little longer, or perhaps start a little earlier, to ease the harshness of our Summers, but I can’t fight the seasons, so I will embrace these beautiful days - the cool, crisp Autumn air, the incredible stillness and peace of the evenings and be so so thankful to even have these moments to appreciate.
Port Noarlunga ~ South Australia, Australia
In my last blog I shared a little update about things unfolding in my personal life and given the ‘heavy’ nature of the subject, I don’t want to burden too much of this new blog dwelling on what I shared, but I just want to say why I felt it important to share such an intense and sudden personal experience.
I hoped by sharing my journey, you might understand a duration of silence or a huge gap in my blogs for a short period of time, as I was unable to put words to anything and was trying to find my way.
I also hoped that by sharing, if it somehow helped give hope to even one of you (if you are going through a similar process or experience), you might not feel so alone.
I just wanted you to realise and understand (if you are experiencing this chaotic moment in your life), that you are not alone, you ARE loved. Each of us shares an amazing connection, which can afford us healing in some crazy, magical way.
I’m not sure how it all works and I know I have a long way to go before being or feeling fully healed, but I do know that by reaching out and sharing my story, somehow it helped with the ‘beginning’ stages of my healing, and I hope to share that healing with you.
A message of Love
Becoming an ‘abandoned wife (partner or husband)’ is not something I wish anyone to go through. It is incredibly heartbreaking and confusing, but I realise there are many of you who have experienced this or are going through this (or something similar), and I just want to send you a HUGE, loving hug and a tonne of positive vibes.
I also want to give you this little message - ‘You ARE enough. You ARE worthy of great love AND you deserve better’ - a very important message I try to remind myself of every day.
Each day, as I transition this ‘new life’, I remind myself to breathe - breathe in love, compassion, serenity and grace, and to release all negative heartache and sorrow as I breathe out. Then I close my eyes and accept a huge hug (full of unconditional love and compassion), from the Universe.
Oh my gosh! It’s such a beautiful healing process.
Always know, I love you, I appreciate you and I’m sending you so much positive energy <3 .
What Have I Been Up To Since ‘We’re Done’ ?
Now I want to share with you a little bit of what I’ve been up to all these weeks…
As we transition through the month of May, we draw nigh to the end of Autumn and farewell the golden light and colour, which otherwise blankets the earth where I live.
Soon the skies are covered with grey, blue, black and purple clouds, heavy with rain, and the overnight temperatures plummet to zero degrees celcius and below. These dark and sombre days are just perfect for snuggling down with hot chocolate and warm fires in the evenings; and if the days are not too ‘soggy’, these are perfect for doing the many projects we can’t get done in Summer, because it’s just way too hot.
However, for now my heart clings to the beauty of Autumn and the magic it brings…even if the rains are a little late in arriving.
Sleeping Grandmother Willow ~ The Cottage
Football field - Yongala ~ South Australia, Australia
Farmlands off Mid-North Highways, South Australia, Australia
Farmlands awaiting much needed rain….Mid-North South Australia, Australia
First Fire of the Burning Season, The Cottage tradition, Yongala, South Australia, Australia
Twilight ~ Yongala, South Australia, Australia
Aurora Australis ~ The Cottage, Yongala, South Australia
Until next time my lovelies - All my love Hakora <3
